Diam Tandanya…?
February 18th, 2008
Diam itu ada banyak makna. Diam itu boleh jadi berfikir, atau marah, mungkin juga mengagumi. Seorang kawan bertanya soalan ini : ‘Bila diam apa maknanya?’. (Merujuk kepada teman istimewanya yang banyak diam).
Aku pun diam juga bila ditanya begitu. Diamku kerana berfikir tentunya. Hm.. Agak lama baru menjawab.
‘Sebenarnya, manusia sukar ditafsir. Hati manusia sangat berbeza. In fact, Tuhan jadikan kita unik.’ Terdiam dia mendengar jawapanku yang agak abstrak dan sinis ini. Tapi akhirnya dia mengangguk lemah. Setuju barangkali.
‘Sebab tu ada psychologist..’ aku senyum sambil berlalu. Humans are simple creatures with complicated thinking. Agree?
Book of Life
February 16th, 2008
When I was a little child, I never thought that I would faced such a trembled and unexpected life. Even when I was in my early 20s, I thought that I would l lead a normal life - get a secured job, settle down and blessed with children. How naive I was.
Now, I realised that God has given a totally different lifestory to each of us. Sigh.
Everytime I fall, I tried my very best to hold back my tears and accept the realities like a thoughtful person. Even when I feel like screaming inside, I try to be calm and remember Allah 
gives the very best and He loves those who SABAR. I learned through the hard way, and yet, life progresses as it supposed to be. To me, life is a book of varied chapters. Alhamdulillah to those uplifting episodes, SABAR to that downhill moments. A little sigh with hopeful doa is how I confront the bitter parts in life.
I learned the hard way. Yet, Alhamdulillah, at least I learned something.
Life is a book of varied chapters.
Sigh..
Ayat Itu
February 13th, 2008
Pagi. Sunyi. Menulis buku rekod pengajaran seperti biasa. Alunan ayat suci memecah hening. Berselang-seli suara azan. Hati tersentuh amat. Itu kalimah sakti. Asal dari tempat suci. Cerita alam sudah dan yang akan datang. Syukur Ya Rabbi. Menghadirkan makna tenang di celah ayat-ayatMu.
AMAN
February 13th, 2008
Aku yg begini. Sudah penat menghitung hari. Hari ini aku mahu melalui hidup dgn AMAN. Tanpa harapan semalam. Biar aku tersenyum puas. Jangan ada setitik pun rasa bimbang. Lepaskan keluhan yg tertahan. Hati mahu AMAN.
Di sini hanya ada aku dan Tuhan. Aku tinggalkan semua yang menjadikan aku seorang aku. Mahu mengenal makna AMAN. Bila berada dekat denganMu Tuhan.
Dear life
February 10th, 2008
He said I’m an abstract-minded. Is it? He never read my blog. He might say I’m a complicated person once he read it. I don’t need to describe myself, it is reflected in my attitudes. We, by nature are unique and one of the kind. I see many people are dying. Dying to make themselves visible. Trying hard to be someone. Giving their very best impression.
Hm.. even bloggers are writing day and night “to be seen” ;-)
Dear life, don’t take your originality for granted. Listen to what your heart says. Follow your inner belief. By the way, without being someone, you are already someone.